i'll move for you

I want to buy a whole new wardrobe and travel and listen to music.
I want to run around in a field somewhere sunny and warm and calm.
I want to be cuddled by someone who won't try to take one of my best friends home.
I want some kind of change so badly, I don't even know what to do to get it.


I've been super into (fashion) blogs lately - namely leloveimage.blogspot.com


sigh.





so pretty.

these mean something right now.

A ma chère Ruby.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fty_DxJmUZw

"Rome" - Phoenix
Who's the boy you like the most
Is he teasing you with underage?
Could he be waving from a tropical sunset ?
Static silhouette somehow
Single in his bed someday
Quiet till it falls, falls, falls

Rome, Rome, Rome, Rome
Focus looking forward the colosseum
Oh no! What did I say? What can I say ?
Rome, Rome, many tears have fallen here
I'll be driving you ; looking the other way.

It ain't easy to ignore
When your shutters are open all the way
When it's candlelight I see I go insane
Distant silhouette somehow
We shared a cigarette somewhere
Addict till it falls, falls, falls ,

Rome, Rome, Rome, Rome
Focus looking forward the colosseum
Oh no! What did I say? What can I say ?
Rome, Rome, many tears have fallen here
I'll be driving you ; looking the other way.

Always and forevermore
I call you say I'm on the way
2000years remain in a trash can
let burnthe cigarette somewhere
Ashes till it falls, falls, falls

I stand outside under broken leaves

I know I can't do whitout
The future's trying to wait
I've never love you
And if I loved you
I wouldn't say that I'm sorry oh no
I stand outside under the broken leaves

Always and forevermore
We're together dead and lonely
I thought I couldn't do this somewhere
Ashes till it falls, falls, falls

its not gonna stay anymore, i think it's over-rated

So many people I know are having relationship drama right now, or breaking up completely. It's depressing! Some of these people are the people that I really care about!

This is so shitty. Those couples that were like rocks are all peacing out, and its really confusing.

Although, because of all of this, i've come to realize how happy I am to not be in a relationship right now. Like, my goodness. Sooooooo much less stressful.

get carried away!

I miss smoking. That's a big thing. I know it's in my best interest to quit, but goddamn, it's hard this time. I just want to do it because I'm bored and alone. Boo.

I'm really super into music right now.

1. "Fences" - Phoenix

I just want to cruise around and listen to this song, all the time.

2. "Odessa" - Caribou

I feel the same about this song. I listen to it with Jos when we're super baked, and it's always good times.

3. "Babylove - Diana Ross and The Supremes

LOOK AT HOW CLASSY AND CUTE THEY ARE. Also, this song reminds me of my life. I'm not sure if it's good of bad, but I've been listening to this on vinyl for daaaaays!

4. "PYT" - Michael Jackson

This is always my #1 summer song. Actually, #1 life song. I fuckin' love MJ

5. "Puke - Eminem

(Just don't listen to the first 24 seconds, because they're unnecessary) I'm a g. But one line from this song has been stuck in my head all week.
Ha!

Umm, my brain is kind of a wierd mashup right now. Things have been happening lately, and they're making it really hard for me to figure out my feelings. I guess I just have to ride it out and see!