I don't use this word often, but

I have been blessed with some really amazing people in my life.











I am grateful everyday.

"The Suburbs" - Arcade Fire
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAitZuh4ueg&feature=related

"Living Room" - Tegan and Sara
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74ezTBSuKy0

i'm gonna lose my baby

2011 has been a good year so far.
I'll be forever pleased if it keeps up like this.




I love these two.

http://hypem.com/#!/item/172kn

black and gold

I am doing very well! Very well indeed!

(Aside from being sick, but I am recovering!)

I had a really excellent Christmas haul this year. I'm really pleased that I got a lot of things that will be helpful for the future - like a toaster oven and some more baking things. I will not be ghetto when I move out!

I've been getting to spend a lot more time with my friends lately, too, which has really been helping my sanity. However, going out so much has been the reason why I got so sick....but whatever!


MIDDLE FINGAZ UP!
Much love to Ruby for buying me a ticket to Excision for Christmas!

WHY

Why is is that boys have this magical way of hitting on every single girl, and not being called sluts or whores or easy when they do it? But when a girl does it, she is all of those things. Not to mention lame and desperate?

point being of this small rant
HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN? HOW THE FUCK HAS IT NOT HAPPENED FOR ME YET? I AM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW.

cheaters never prosper? yeah, right.







why is is that good people end up alone?

this is lame.

I'm so sick of not feeling wanted.

if i was yours, but i'm not.

Hi, blog.

Too much. Have some photos.















you say can we still be friends
if i was scared
i would
and if i was bored
you know i would
and if i was yours
but i’m not
all the kids have always known
that the emperor wears new clothes
but to bow to down to them anyway
is better than to be alone

fluffiest clouds!

I feel so calm right now.

Today is my first day off in what feels like weeks, and I'm SO happy about it! I haven't really really been doing much of either over the past little while, but I've had one or the other every single day. It's been pretty intense! I'm so happy it's sunny and warm enough outside to not need a jacket right now, too.

Oh yeah! I finished school! I got my bartending liscence! It was so much hard work and memorization (I had to essentially cut out weed while I was doing it, because being permafried is not helpful when you're trying to cram), but iiiiii didddddd itttttt! I got 96% on my Serving it Right exam, and I'm pretty darn proud of myself. I finished with 83% on the written, and unfortunately almost totally bombed my practical? How do you do this?! You know how whenever you have a test on a subject which covers a whole bunch of different aspects/categories/whatever (so there's a whole bunch of different potential questions), it always ends up focusing on the one area you don't know/are unsure of? Yaaaaaa that happened. Goddamn "Harvey Wall Banger" had been kicking my ass since day one. Couldn't memorize it for the life of me (fuckin' Tall Rocks glass, Built, 1/2 oz Galliano, 1/2 oz Vodka, orange juice and a flag). And then the "Manhattan" because we learnt it on the second to last day and I've never had one before so I wasn't familliar with it. I tried to memorize it (Man = rye, because whiskey was historically mostly drunk by males, but it still didn't work). (Martiti glass, Stir or Shake, 2 oz of Rye, dash Sweet Vermouth, dash Bitters, Cherry garnish)
Ugh. So frustrating to put so much effort and work and time into something, and then fuck it up at the last minute. My teacher totally knew that he'd screwed me over though, and commented afterwards about how he knew I was a better bartender than that. I ended up getting 11/16. 10/16 was the lowest you could get and still pass. Boo.

BUT I'M CERTIFIED NOW MAWFUCKASSSSSS.
Now to get a job.

In other recent events - boys are funny. I got hit on (I...guess?) by two very different, equally curly haired boys at Zeds Dead the other day. So wierd. Such a wierd funny time.
ZD was AMAAAAAAZING, too. I had so much fun. Coming home from shows dripping in sweat and with what feels like broken legs is always a good time (every so often. not all the time) (I'm also being completely serious right now. I love it). Working at 10 the next morning, however, was not. BUT one of the DJ's was in the Kids Market that day! However, he was kind of an asshole and didn't really seem to care that I was telling him he absolutely killed it the night before. Like, how many people would actually recognize a DJ? NOT MANY. fuck you, man. I was so starstruck and stoked for that short while.

I don't really know what I'm talking about anymore. I shouldn't attempt to update when I'm stoned. I hope this thing makes sense?

Portuguese stars on the 28th. I'm very excited. Trilingual tiiiiiiime!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaTgDgCSh-w
"White Sky"
Vampire Weekend
Please just watch the link. I beg of you. I searched it and just died laughing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8NuEfHc_2c4
"LA Love"
Zed's Dead
yessssssssssss tiniest Pharoahe Monch sample yaaaaaay.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2klTw123_jw&feature=fvst
"Poppin' My Collar"
Three Six Mafia ft. Project Pat
THREE SIX TWELVE DAYSSSSS!!!!! THANK YOU LILY AND JOS FOR THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER!