you can erase someone from your mind - getting them out of your heart is another story

One of my favorite poems. Read the full thing if you have some time to kill.
"Eloisa to Abelard"
by Alexander Pope
http://www.monadnock.net/poems/eloisa.html

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;"
Desires compos'd, affections ever ev'n,
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav'n.
Grace shines around her with serenest beams,
And whisp'ring angels prompt her golden dreams.
For her th' unfading rose of Eden blooms,
And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes,
For her the Spouse prepares the bridal ring,
For her white virgins hymeneals sing,
To sounds of heav'nly harps she dies away,
And melts in visions of eternal day. "

If I could, I'd erase you.

i can't give it up for someone else's touch.

My tummy hurts because I just ate a burrito >.<

SHAMBHALA ON THE BRAIN, ALL THE TIME ALL THE TIME ALL THE TIIIIIIIME!
I can't get over how excited I am. It's ridiculous. I'M LEAVING IN 4 DAYS MAWFUCKAAAAAAA!
And then
and then
and then

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I seriously forsee the two most intense weeks of my life, coming up right now. I'm gonna deeeeeeeestroy myself. (oops)

Still wanting a new job, because mine is getting boring and repetitive and I don't think I can deal with Arlene anymore.
Marija and I are booking our plane tickets to Europe sometime at the end of this month (!!!)

Everything is coming together.

All I need is a boy, and I'm all set.
(hmph)

O ya!






I wish I was on the money.

sup bitches

I quite like posting photos, and even more so, I like posting photos of myself!


I am such an LG, but its great.


OMG FUCK YOU?
aka
Blinded and blazing is my life.


Before bed a couple weeks ago, before I chopped my bangs again. I really like this photo for some reason.


Night, all! (note, no makeup and shiiiiiiit)

I went on a run today. It felt sooo amazing to actually get out on a warm night and run my little balls off. Without my dog. I feel terrible, because I know he'd be beyond stoked to be outside, but he's getting too old and slow now =( My poor little senior citizen.
Then I did 50 crunches when I got home. I realized the other day that I'm starting to get these tiny stoner lovehandles, which no one but me has/would ever notice, but they bother me. And honestly, doing a bunch of crunches can't ever be bad for you, amirite? I'm going to seriously do my best to make this a more regular activity, because according to every older person I know, excercise only gets harder as you get older, and I refuse to be a fat old lady!
I'm also thinking about taking a Butts, Abs and Thighs workout class thing at Mount Pleasant starting on Mondays in August. Yay, health!

In other news, it feels weird being alone in my house. I'm never alone in my house (probably because I'm never here, but still...). It's almost lonely. Thank god for Patches.

And I leave for Calgary in 9 days! STOOOOOOOOKED BEYOND BELIEF.

"Tell Me What to Swallow" - Crystal Castles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZSE4uVtxBA
so down for this, and all Crystal Castles, all the time!

Imma go smoke some weed now!