UGH

SO. K.


I'm so frustrated with so many people right now. I'm trying not to be, because I feel like a huge spazz, but I'm not the only one who feels like this right now....

FRIENDS NEED TO STOP MIXING WITH/FUCKING/LIKING/BEING DOWN FOR OTHER FRIENDS. everyones making these fucked up switcheroos and it's REALLY not cool.
i can't even express how much this is stressing me out and pissing me off.
everyone needs to just eff off and find someone from a different circle, that no one else knows or cares about, and who can be completely new and drama free. this is just getting ridiculous.


Marija and I got in our first fight ever about this the other day. I AM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED. I ended up breaking down in Josh's car the other day with Emma. Like, full on hysterics and almost unable to breathe and wanting to punch things. Seriously. This is not okay.


In other news. I went on a date with the old man today, and we actually had a really good time. I'd be down for him if he was 10 years younger, for sure.

lalalallalalallala i'm gonna go get stonedddd.

p.s right at this moment I wish I had a real boyfriend....OH WELL. GUESS NOT.

fuck my life.