you know i'd go to fucking hell for you.

I AM THE MOST FRUSTRATED AND CONFUSED, EVER.

I got dumped again last night. Why? Because of a year and a half old rumour, which is apparently too much to deal with. Do I deserve a real explanation/acknowledgement of what "actually" happened? No, of course not, you dumb whore.

This feels like a slap in the face. People need to shit the fuck up and mind their own business. WHY was something like this even being talked about? How is it that as soon as someone opens their mouth, my relationship turns to shit? Why can't it be when I (or really, either of us) open my mouth that things go bad? The last time we were together everything was fine. We were super lovey and kissy and huggy and awesome. Then he went to school and I went to work as usual. The next time we talked everything was okay too. And the next time after that. And then out of nowhere, when I called him last night to see what he was doing for the evening, he springs all of this on me. I'm so confused. WHERE DID THIS COME FROM?!


This is such fucking bullshit.

I don't know if I should laugh, or cry, or just be really, really mad.

Something obviously happened, that I don't know about. I'm going to figure out what it is.