I've just had the most lovely Christmas!
Here's the load for the year =)
- samsara bag. its purple and gorgeous and i'm super hyped on it because it's huge.
- a hairdryer
- a set of plates, cutlery, large cooking spoons, cookie sheets, muffin/cupcaks tins, and a lemon loaf pan (i'm all set to move out!)
- a snakeskin bag from modcloth
- SUPER CUTE PACMAN NECKLACE!!!! SO HYPED ON IT
- lots of chocolate
- mango body butter from the body shop
- josie maran moisture stick from sephora (i've wanted this for soooo long!)
and the kicker
- bebe pyjamas. complete with the word, in diamonds, on the bum. ahahhaa
soooo hyped. and i'm still going to my uncle's house later, so there will be more!
Merry Christmas everyone! <3
Friday, December 25, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
hi friend! hi friend! hi friend!
Everyone is bailing on going out today and that's soooooo frustrating! I'm in the mood to go out and drink and get super fucked and be social (which, by the way, rarely ever happens), and they all want to sit at home and blaze. Ughhhhhhh
So instead I'm gonna do one of these stupid things.
Has a boy ever given you a reason not to trust them?
haha like, the majority of them? sleazyyyy
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
yes. a lot.
What's so special about what you're wearing?
iiiiiii am not wearing a shirt. just a bathrobe and undies, cause i just got out of the shower. ahaha
Ever feel like you're not good enough?
i used to. that is not the case anymore.
Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
ruby or sophie or lily or emma or something.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday and now never talk?
oh god, there are actually a lot of people like that. i suck?
What are you going to do after this?
dry my hair and go out anyways!
What's standing in the way of what you want right now, if anything?
EVERYONE IS LAME
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
charlie, my bear and lumpy, the hephalump
What was the reason for your last emotional breakdown?
that thing that sucked but thankfully is hopefully over and done with now.
What's something you really NEED right now?
wiiiiiiine.
Are you scared of moving on?
i haaate doing it, and wish i never have to, but i always manage
What about change?
worst thing. i'm so bad at it.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yeah =)
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
suuuure? that might be funny
Last time you laughed really hard?
last night. oooooh my.
Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah
Does the person you like, like you back?
to an extent, but i don't really like him that much either? so its like, not sad. i'm totally indifferent.
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i used to. i don't want to do that anymore. i'm simple now!
Ever been kissed under fireworks?
chyeah
Is there a person you talk to everyday?
jos, sophie, usually lily and hannah, and fam and stuff
Whos someone you can't live without?
the bests!
What is one thing you want to do before the school year ends?
no school suckaaaa!
Who or what sleeps with you?
when i'm home i'm sleeping with my dog, because he's a cuddle monster and he keeps me warm =D
but sometimes i sleep with other people, y'know.
Are you afraid of death/dying?
no
What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
lots of pillows and blankets and a cuuuuute boy!
Do you consider yourself lucky?
very much so
If you could go back in time, would you?
mmm to the summer of grade 9. that was a dope summer.
Last thing you did before bed last night?
like, died because i was so effing high. jesus.
Anything bothering you?
nooo
What's the first thing you did this morning?
woke up and fell back asleep. then i went to work! woo!
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
i always do.
Ever liked someone older than you?
AHHAHAHAHAH
How's december going for you?
its coming together quite nicely, actually.
When's the next time you'll see your friends?
tonight if they all stop being TOTAL NERMANS
Is there that one boy that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
i'll always have feelings for him, but those feelings have and will continue to change. i don't love him like i used to, if that's what this question is getting at.
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
yes. i really, really hope so.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
chyeah man
In the past week have you cried?
fjgfghfk eff
Do you currently have a scar?
i have soooo many. i fuck myself up, man.
Honestly how do you feel right now?
i'm so down to get rowdy! why is no one wanting to do this with me?!
Have you met anyone new lately?
re-met? sure.
When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
to my brotha earlier. and to ruby like, an hour ago.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
get so hammered i might die.
I bet you can't wait to get out of this town?
yes and no. i just want to go away for a while, and then come back and live here for a long time.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
nope!
Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
most of my music reminds me of someone or something.
When was the last time you went to a swimming pool?
a loooong time ago. i tend to avoid them though, so its not wierd that i haven't been in like, over a year.
Has anyone ever made fun of you for being too tall/short?
i'm super tiny, but thats okay. (i get all your old, too small clothing bitchessss!)
How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door?
....sleep with him? is that allowed? i'm not really wearing any clothes right now, so it wouldn't be difficult.
Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
i think so. i can pinpoint the moment so far in my life where i've been the happiest, and that in my mind is true happiness. but maybe there'll be another time where i'll be happier? (yes, there will be) and that will be the new true happiness. so, true happiness is changing and evolving and can never be one thing/event/moment forever. WOO PHILOSOPHY.
Do you prefer kisses on the nose, cheek or forehead?
cheek! but nose is super cute sometimes too. my brother is the only person allowed to kiss my on the forehead.
Have you seen someone recently you used to talk too, but don’t anymore?
a couple days ago at cafe deux. that was awk. we continued to not talk!
Guys, get your act together - LETS GO OUTTTTTTTTTT
So instead I'm gonna do one of these stupid things.
Has a boy ever given you a reason not to trust them?
haha like, the majority of them? sleazyyyy
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
yes. a lot.
What's so special about what you're wearing?
iiiiiii am not wearing a shirt. just a bathrobe and undies, cause i just got out of the shower. ahaha
Ever feel like you're not good enough?
i used to. that is not the case anymore.
Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
ruby or sophie or lily or emma or something.
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday and now never talk?
oh god, there are actually a lot of people like that. i suck?
What are you going to do after this?
dry my hair and go out anyways!
What's standing in the way of what you want right now, if anything?
EVERYONE IS LAME
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
charlie, my bear and lumpy, the hephalump
What was the reason for your last emotional breakdown?
that thing that sucked but thankfully is hopefully over and done with now.
What's something you really NEED right now?
wiiiiiiine.
Are you scared of moving on?
i haaate doing it, and wish i never have to, but i always manage
What about change?
worst thing. i'm so bad at it.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yeah =)
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
suuuure? that might be funny
Last time you laughed really hard?
last night. oooooh my.
Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah
Does the person you like, like you back?
to an extent, but i don't really like him that much either? so its like, not sad. i'm totally indifferent.
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i used to. i don't want to do that anymore. i'm simple now!
Ever been kissed under fireworks?
chyeah
Is there a person you talk to everyday?
jos, sophie, usually lily and hannah, and fam and stuff
Whos someone you can't live without?
the bests!
What is one thing you want to do before the school year ends?
no school suckaaaa!
Who or what sleeps with you?
when i'm home i'm sleeping with my dog, because he's a cuddle monster and he keeps me warm =D
but sometimes i sleep with other people, y'know.
Are you afraid of death/dying?
no
What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
lots of pillows and blankets and a cuuuuute boy!
Do you consider yourself lucky?
very much so
If you could go back in time, would you?
mmm to the summer of grade 9. that was a dope summer.
Last thing you did before bed last night?
like, died because i was so effing high. jesus.
Anything bothering you?
nooo
What's the first thing you did this morning?
woke up and fell back asleep. then i went to work! woo!
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
i always do.
Ever liked someone older than you?
AHHAHAHAHAH
How's december going for you?
its coming together quite nicely, actually.
When's the next time you'll see your friends?
tonight if they all stop being TOTAL NERMANS
Is there that one boy that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
i'll always have feelings for him, but those feelings have and will continue to change. i don't love him like i used to, if that's what this question is getting at.
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
yes. i really, really hope so.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
chyeah man
In the past week have you cried?
fjgfghfk eff
Do you currently have a scar?
i have soooo many. i fuck myself up, man.
Honestly how do you feel right now?
i'm so down to get rowdy! why is no one wanting to do this with me?!
Have you met anyone new lately?
re-met? sure.
When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
to my brotha earlier. and to ruby like, an hour ago.
What are you doing for your next birthday?
get so hammered i might die.
I bet you can't wait to get out of this town?
yes and no. i just want to go away for a while, and then come back and live here for a long time.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
nope!
Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
most of my music reminds me of someone or something.
When was the last time you went to a swimming pool?
a loooong time ago. i tend to avoid them though, so its not wierd that i haven't been in like, over a year.
Has anyone ever made fun of you for being too tall/short?
i'm super tiny, but thats okay. (i get all your old, too small clothing bitchessss!)
How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door?
....sleep with him? is that allowed? i'm not really wearing any clothes right now, so it wouldn't be difficult.
Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
i think so. i can pinpoint the moment so far in my life where i've been the happiest, and that in my mind is true happiness. but maybe there'll be another time where i'll be happier? (yes, there will be) and that will be the new true happiness. so, true happiness is changing and evolving and can never be one thing/event/moment forever. WOO PHILOSOPHY.
Do you prefer kisses on the nose, cheek or forehead?
cheek! but nose is super cute sometimes too. my brother is the only person allowed to kiss my on the forehead.
Have you seen someone recently you used to talk too, but don’t anymore?
a couple days ago at cafe deux. that was awk. we continued to not talk!
Guys, get your act together - LETS GO OUTTTTTTTTTT
Monday, December 14, 2009
ahh ughhhh
The extraction of wisdom teeth is a very painful and particularily unpleasant process, that I would not wish on anyone, ever.
The worst part, aside from the fucking HUGE needle they had to stick into my gums twice, was the sound it made as they were ripping it out. It was like a crunch and a pop, and you could hear the roots tearing. Not cool man, not cool.
My mouth hurts and is somehow still frozen, and the stupid dentist wouldn't give me any T3's. (Anyone know where I can get some? I'll seriously pay big money)(i even got Connor to ask Kasey for some, and she doesn't even have any)
I'm gonna chill on the couch and watch movies for the next two days. Someone had better come and tend to me.
The worst part, aside from the fucking HUGE needle they had to stick into my gums twice, was the sound it made as they were ripping it out. It was like a crunch and a pop, and you could hear the roots tearing. Not cool man, not cool.
My mouth hurts and is somehow still frozen, and the stupid dentist wouldn't give me any T3's. (Anyone know where I can get some? I'll seriously pay big money)(i even got Connor to ask Kasey for some, and she doesn't even have any)
I'm gonna chill on the couch and watch movies for the next two days. Someone had better come and tend to me.
Friday, December 11, 2009
bad romance? yes.
I just found out something that I didn't want to know. It might not be true, but I'm incredibly disappointed in the person who has lead me to feel this way.
I kind of figured my friendship meant more than that.
I kind of figured my friendship meant more than that.
i've been homeless, i've been out on a limb
I'm...a douchebag? And I don't make any sense, but I'm frustrated.
I'm getting to the point where I'm starting to get sick of the way I'm living, and the direction some of my friendships are going in. Long story short - I feel like I have more drinking/drug buddies than real friends. This is particularily the case when it comes to Josh, who has been unable to be there for me when it comes to real situations, but is always/only wanting to hang out if we can smoke a bowl. I really needed him a couple of days ago, and he was too busy blazing and hanging out with, of all people, one of my ex-boyfriends (go figure?!).
I tried to call him on it yesterday, and he freaked out and stopped talking to me entirely.
And then today he called and asked what "you guys" are up to, even though he knew I was home alone with no plans for the evening, and said that we should all get together sometime for a blaze sesh in the next couple of days. THIS IS EXACTLY MY POINT, YOU FUCK. Friends are supposed to just be able to hang out, without just having to get baked, (right?).
I..do not know how I feel about this. I guess I just have to chill for a bit and work a bunch and just stay away. Ugh. Fuck.
And my wisdom teeth are coming out on Monday! I AM SO SCARED OH MY LORD. Eeeee at least I get T3's!
Plus I just spent a bunch of money on new clothes and makeup, so once I'm recovered I'm gonna look and feel purdyyyy.
Mmmm also, the boy sitch is about the same. I had a humiliating experience involving rum at his place the other day, but thankfully he's still talking to me after it all ahahha. And he's said that he's gonna come with me to the double feature of Edward Scissorhands and The Nightmare Before Christmas at the Rio next Friday. Soooo that's cool. Yay public appearance! And he's leaving to go back home for Christmas, which is totally okay because I won't have any time for him around then anyway!
+ he's going to come over and take care of me after I have my teeth taken out =)
I'm happy!
I'm getting to the point where I'm starting to get sick of the way I'm living, and the direction some of my friendships are going in. Long story short - I feel like I have more drinking/drug buddies than real friends. This is particularily the case when it comes to Josh, who has been unable to be there for me when it comes to real situations, but is always/only wanting to hang out if we can smoke a bowl. I really needed him a couple of days ago, and he was too busy blazing and hanging out with, of all people, one of my ex-boyfriends (go figure?!).
I tried to call him on it yesterday, and he freaked out and stopped talking to me entirely.
And then today he called and asked what "you guys" are up to, even though he knew I was home alone with no plans for the evening, and said that we should all get together sometime for a blaze sesh in the next couple of days. THIS IS EXACTLY MY POINT, YOU FUCK. Friends are supposed to just be able to hang out, without just having to get baked, (right?).
I..do not know how I feel about this. I guess I just have to chill for a bit and work a bunch and just stay away. Ugh. Fuck.
And my wisdom teeth are coming out on Monday! I AM SO SCARED OH MY LORD. Eeeee at least I get T3's!
Plus I just spent a bunch of money on new clothes and makeup, so once I'm recovered I'm gonna look and feel purdyyyy.
Mmmm also, the boy sitch is about the same. I had a humiliating experience involving rum at his place the other day, but thankfully he's still talking to me after it all ahahha. And he's said that he's gonna come with me to the double feature of Edward Scissorhands and The Nightmare Before Christmas at the Rio next Friday. Soooo that's cool. Yay public appearance! And he's leaving to go back home for Christmas, which is totally okay because I won't have any time for him around then anyway!
+ he's going to come over and take care of me after I have my teeth taken out =)
I'm happy!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i like you a lot, lot, think you're really hot hot
Sheesh, I suck at this whole having time to be on the computer thing. I've miss blogging!
I've been working lots and making lots of money and selling lots of dollhouses. I never expected how insane our store would get. I mean, I obviously did to an extent, because it's a toy store at Christmas-time and I'm not stupid...but there's so much other stuff that I have to do that takes up sooo much time. Like special orders. Holy fuck. I've spent like, 6 hours in total over the past week on the phone with Greyhound/Fed Ex/UPS trying to get estimates on shipping for customers. It's ridiculous. But I'm still liking it because my shifts pass super quickly. Soooo win!
In other news, I guess I'm pretty happy. I've been hanging out with Sophie, Josh and Emma a lot lately. And I've seen Shayla and Hannah a fair bit too. We had a mini bitches night at Shayla's the other day, and it was super nice to all get together for the first time since like...the summer. We drank pointsettas (pinks, cranberry juice and cointreau) and I got pretty drunk and nice. Now it'd be super cool if we all had the time to do things like that more regularly!
Mmmm, here are some photos!
Sophie brought me nasal strips instead of band-aids, so we tried them out.
This was the night Josh nearly greened out....oops.
New grinder! Bought yesterday! It's so cute and paaaaank I love it.
Oh no I did not! lol guess!?
Haha, we went on a real date the other day too. It was super cute. I liiiiiiike. Shh.
Here's some music I've been diggin' lately, too!
1. "Knock You Out" - Tiesto featuring. Emily Haines
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTN-F0tG4EM
Holla for some Canadian love!
2. "The Real Slim Shady" - Eminem
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hHPuRqJavo
"and Dr. Dre said...NOTHING YOU IDIOTS. Dr. Dre's dead, he's locked in my basement!"
3. "It Fit" - Crystal Castles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYee3k5dRBg
This song makes me want to party soooo badly.
4. "Bad Romance" - Lady Gaga
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACm9yECwSso
Don't even think of judging me. I love lady g.
I've been working lots and making lots of money and selling lots of dollhouses. I never expected how insane our store would get. I mean, I obviously did to an extent, because it's a toy store at Christmas-time and I'm not stupid...but there's so much other stuff that I have to do that takes up sooo much time. Like special orders. Holy fuck. I've spent like, 6 hours in total over the past week on the phone with Greyhound/Fed Ex/UPS trying to get estimates on shipping for customers. It's ridiculous. But I'm still liking it because my shifts pass super quickly. Soooo win!
In other news, I guess I'm pretty happy. I've been hanging out with Sophie, Josh and Emma a lot lately. And I've seen Shayla and Hannah a fair bit too. We had a mini bitches night at Shayla's the other day, and it was super nice to all get together for the first time since like...the summer. We drank pointsettas (pinks, cranberry juice and cointreau) and I got pretty drunk and nice. Now it'd be super cool if we all had the time to do things like that more regularly!
Mmmm, here are some photos!
Sophie brought me nasal strips instead of band-aids, so we tried them out.
This was the night Josh nearly greened out....oops.
New grinder! Bought yesterday! It's so cute and paaaaank I love it.
Oh no I did not! lol guess!?
Haha, we went on a real date the other day too. It was super cute. I liiiiiiike. Shh.
Here's some music I've been diggin' lately, too!
1. "Knock You Out" - Tiesto featuring. Emily Haines
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTN-F0tG4EM
Holla for some Canadian love!
2. "The Real Slim Shady" - Eminem
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hHPuRqJavo
"and Dr. Dre said...NOTHING YOU IDIOTS. Dr. Dre's dead, he's locked in my basement!"
3. "It Fit" - Crystal Castles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYee3k5dRBg
This song makes me want to party soooo badly.
4. "Bad Romance" - Lady Gaga
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACm9yECwSso
Don't even think of judging me. I love lady g.
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