Tuesday, December 22, 2009

hi friend! hi friend! hi friend!

Everyone is bailing on going out today and that's soooooo frustrating! I'm in the mood to go out and drink and get super fucked and be social (which, by the way, rarely ever happens), and they all want to sit at home and blaze. Ughhhhhhh

So instead I'm gonna do one of these stupid things.


Has a boy ever given you a reason not to trust them?
haha like, the majority of them? sleazyyyy

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
yes. a lot.

What's so special about what you're wearing?
iiiiiii am not wearing a shirt. just a bathrobe and undies, cause i just got out of the shower. ahaha

Ever feel like you're not good enough?
i used to. that is not the case anymore.

Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
ruby or sophie or lily or emma or something.

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday and now never talk?
oh god, there are actually a lot of people like that. i suck?

What are you going to do after this?
dry my hair and go out anyways!

What's standing in the way of what you want right now, if anything?
EVERYONE IS LAME

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
charlie, my bear and lumpy, the hephalump

What was the reason for your last emotional breakdown?
that thing that sucked but thankfully is hopefully over and done with now.

What's something you really NEED right now?
wiiiiiiine.

Are you scared of moving on?
i haaate doing it, and wish i never have to, but i always manage

What about change?
worst thing. i'm so bad at it.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yeah =)

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
suuuure? that might be funny

Last time you laughed really hard?
last night. oooooh my.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah

Does the person you like, like you back?
to an extent, but i don't really like him that much either? so its like, not sad. i'm totally indifferent.

Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i used to. i don't want to do that anymore. i'm simple now!

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
chyeah

Is there a person you talk to everyday?
jos, sophie, usually lily and hannah, and fam and stuff

Whos someone you can't live without?
the bests!

What is one thing you want to do before the school year ends?
no school suckaaaa!

Who or what sleeps with you?
when i'm home i'm sleeping with my dog, because he's a cuddle monster and he keeps me warm =D
but sometimes i sleep with other people, y'know.

Are you afraid of death/dying?
no

What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
lots of pillows and blankets and a cuuuuute boy!

Do you consider yourself lucky?
very much so

If you could go back in time, would you?
mmm to the summer of grade 9. that was a dope summer.

Last thing you did before bed last night?
like, died because i was so effing high. jesus.

Anything bothering you?
nooo

What's the first thing you did this morning?
woke up and fell back asleep. then i went to work! woo!

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
i always do.

Ever liked someone older than you?
AHHAHAHAHAH

How's december going for you?
its coming together quite nicely, actually.

When's the next time you'll see your friends?
tonight if they all stop being TOTAL NERMANS

Is there that one boy that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
i'll always have feelings for him, but those feelings have and will continue to change. i don't love him like i used to, if that's what this question is getting at.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
yes. i really, really hope so.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
chyeah man

In the past week have you cried?
fjgfghfk eff

Do you currently have a scar?
i have soooo many. i fuck myself up, man.

Honestly how do you feel right now?
i'm so down to get rowdy! why is no one wanting to do this with me?!

Have you met anyone new lately?
re-met? sure.

When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
to my brotha earlier. and to ruby like, an hour ago.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
get so hammered i might die.

I bet you can't wait to get out of this town?
yes and no. i just want to go away for a while, and then come back and live here for a long time.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
nope!

Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
most of my music reminds me of someone or something.

When was the last time you went to a swimming pool?
a loooong time ago. i tend to avoid them though, so its not wierd that i haven't been in like, over a year.

Has anyone ever made fun of you for being too tall/short?
i'm super tiny, but thats okay. (i get all your old, too small clothing bitchessss!)

How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door?
....sleep with him? is that allowed? i'm not really wearing any clothes right now, so it wouldn't be difficult.

Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
i think so. i can pinpoint the moment so far in my life where i've been the happiest, and that in my mind is true happiness. but maybe there'll be another time where i'll be happier? (yes, there will be) and that will be the new true happiness. so, true happiness is changing and evolving and can never be one thing/event/moment forever. WOO PHILOSOPHY.

Do you prefer kisses on the nose, cheek or forehead?
cheek! but nose is super cute sometimes too. my brother is the only person allowed to kiss my on the forehead.

Have you seen someone recently you used to talk too, but don’t anymore?
a couple days ago at cafe deux. that was awk. we continued to not talk!



Guys, get your act together - LETS GO OUTTTTTTTTTT

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