RANT

Dear J,


I feel like you don't respect me at all. We argue all the time over nothing, because you, or I, or both of us start unnecessary arguments and are unable to finish them, and it's starting to wear me out.
You put me down constantly, both when we're alone and in public/around people, and I don't understand why. You're supposed to be the person who I'm closest to, and who said he'd always be there for me - making me feel like shit isn't making me feel like those are true statements at all.
When you're not doing that, you're trying to get me to have sex with you, which I've told you multple times I'm not interested in. I wish you could think of me as something more than just a piece of familiar ass, and instead as a person, with feelings and thoughts and morals. It shouldn't be hard to accept "no" as an answer, especially if you want to keep me as your friend.
When I reject you, you get angry at me, and snap. Then you'll say things like "okay, whatever." or "okay, bye" until I drop the subject or leave. Then the next day you act as though nothing happened. Well, J, something did happen, and I'm not willing to let you treat me like that anymore. If you want to be my friend, and have me in your life, you need to smarten the fuck up, because at this point I'm ready to drop you like a ton of fucking bricks.

I've grown up and moved on. It's time that you do the same thing, too.
I feel like I've wasted so many minutes waiting for you to change and treat me the way I deserve, and I'm finally done trying.